Daily Happenings


It’s Tuesday today yet I’m able to blog cos it’s my block leave week! Woohoos! Yeah man! HAHAHA

Yesterday, I woke up feeling shuang, just cos I woke up on my bed on a Monday morning without having to worry about army stuffs. It really felt good man! HAHAHA!

Field Camp was just over. Field Camp was rather tough but manageable I would say. I think I’ve gained a lot of insights though Field Camp but I cant seem to be able to spell it out, no matter what I think I’ve gained something from the Field Camp, which is great! I’m really proud and happy for myself that i survived the Field Camp and emerge victorious! Once again, Bingie has grown stronger! YEAH MAN!

Field Camp, I shitted twice in the wilderness! HAHAHA! It feels quite shiok! LOL! What a new experience.

After Field Camp, it’s now the block leave, where i can enjoy a bit! HAHAHA! So far, my block leave was very enjoyable! And i think it’s gonna get more exciting! HAHAHA! yeah man! love it! =]

I kinda of just finished watching Hong Xin Da Jiang on the TV. Next week, i wont be able to watch TV as i want anymore =[ 5 more days to enlistment

Yesterday, i went for my first-ever M18 movie in my life! woohoos!

30 days of nights.

The movie was great. But the ending werent great at all. HAHAHA, Xue Wei's shuai-ge corroded away in the end, just like how people burn joss paper and went into the air. How sad?

I always love movies with great endings. A great ending to me is one that has a perfect resolution, with a deep meaning behind the plot aka morale of the story. Cos i think every story told should carry a message.

Anyway, while watching the movie i thought of this... Next week, at the same day same time, i will not be sitting down watching movie anymore, i would be just in my bunk preparing to sleep.

Recently, i keep having this type of thoughts due to my mother and also due to the fact that i'm going to be enlisted soon! So i keep thinking about my life in NS etc. While my mum would nag at me... ...

"Aiyoyo, now you play computer, next week, this time, you cant play computer anymore lo! you would be suffering inside!"

LOL? how nice can my mother be? hahaha
Today, i went to mindcafe @ boat quay with my first 3 months classmates. And sweet Michelle brought me donuts from donut factory as bday gift cum going-into-army gift. LOL!

So, we had lots of fun playing the exciting games from the cafe. I always love playing boardgames, i think they are so fun and exciting! Don't you think so? hees... ...

It's nice being able to meet them again, to see them and to spend time together! We still must keep in contact! =] Thanks Michelle for planning and initiating!

Been missing for a few days due to Council Chalet.

 Tuesday. It was NYJC’s prom night, i didnt attend it but went for the post prom party @ The Arena, Clarke Quay. Didnt really enjoy it, because the music were’nt really great and it was really packed, with music blasting into your ears! Drank our drinks and went out to sit sit. Like most people would say, sitting outside really beats sitting inside. We get to see people drunk acting crazily, vomitting, sprouting nonsense and trying to start a fight. Love it when the bouncers stop those crazy drunkens! HAHAHA.  Went home on the first train of day! Reached and felt asleep at about 7.

Wednesday. Slept till 1plus in the afternoon because i was really tired and was late in meeting the councillors for the chalet. And it was also raining heavily like no one’s business. I ended up reaching the chalet @ 6.30! HAHAHA! Played mahjong and dai dee throughout the night and lost 10 bucks. Wanted to sleep but there was no space available for us to sleep! So we chatted till the morning and went to see our dearest Sebastian off into the army together with the rest!

Sebastian was the first amongst the council guys to be enlisted into army! Being so near Pasir Ris interchange, we decided to be sweet, to go down as a council to see him off. Went to see him off! Wah! Damn feeling can? All the feelings started to flood in. Then i started to imagine myself in his position, visualising all the stuffs. Damn exciting! HAHAHA. soon it’s my turn =[

After sending off, we were off to breakfast and shopping for the night's BBQ.Backed at the chalet, i bathed and went for a short nap. Prepared for BBQ and it was the start of the BBQ~ Had fun BBQ-ing and eating!

After the BBQ, it was the inter-jc mahjong session with IJCians. NY versus IJ! LOL!  i just any-o-how suggested it and it actually came true! HAHA! i did not played but went down to watch and support because i'm like the organizer can?!?! WAH! Luckily, i did not play because they played very fast, faster than how we usually play. Plain watching i could feel the deep tension and stress! VERY EXCITING! In the end, we won! Yeahness! HAHAHA.

Friday. Went for breakfast and it was home sweet home. Slept like no one's bussiness until our gambling ghost aka gary song called @ 8pm.

 "Hello! Eh, sleeping just now ar?"

"Ya"

" When you enlisting ar? Next week is it?"

"Ya, then we must play next week before you enter into army!"

"Yesyes!

 HAHA! How anxious can gary song get? LOL!

And coming to think of it, i'm going enlist into armynext friday! Offically 6 more days to be enlisted! 6 more days of freedom only!  AHHH!!!

A lot of people have been asking me about my feelings. Then i would always say " nothing much, enjoy first"

Really, that's how i'm feeling now. I'm not really bothered about enlistment into army cos worrying cant do much about the fact of enlistment! If worrying can do wonders, i would surely worry my ass off! =] So, now all i can do is to enjoy and have as much fun as possible!

Despite being fearful of NS, actually now i’m really really embracing it! We have always hear of this phrase ” If you cant beat them, join them!” Now, since i cant escape NS, i will just have to accept it! Embrace it!

I’m really treating it as a chance for me to slim down a little, be healthier, learn to adopt a healthy lifestyle and stuffs! So that i can fully enjoy my days after NS, in Uni. =]

Through NS may be tough and scary but i always think that, no wonder what diffculities comes our ways, we just have to grit our teeth and bear with it, telling ourselves to press on! and soon it will be over and we would emerge stronger! =]

So, should i cut my hair before i enlist or what? Big big question on my mind.

 Breathe! Embrace!

Yesterday, I played mahjong and I lost 22bucks.

YES! exactly 22bucks… SHHHhhhh! not too loud

BUT! i was’nt sad at all, not a slightest tinge of saddness.  Usually, when i lose money, i would chant grumble/whine/scold/curse till i feel happy. Weirdly, I was happy, actually more of glad, that i lost money yesterday!

It was like this… …

Yesterday, We started playing at 11. We played a total of 4 rounds.

First round, my hands were’nt good at all. I do not have the ‘feel’ for mahjong. F.Y.I, you need the special ‘feel’ when playing mahjong. Furthermore, i had a very weird feeling throughout the game, a very bad feeling that something very bad would happen soon/today. So, i kept grumbling and grumbling.

“AHH! my tiles not nice!”

AHH! i have have this super bad feeling, so weird.”

“AHH! i feel super xin xu, the feeling is so not right, i’m gonna hyperventilate, save me.” 

“AHH! this is so scary”

 The ‘feeling’ was so bad that i kept quiet for most of the games after having grumbled enough, which was very unusual of me as i always talk a lot when mahjong-ing.

BUT! suddenly i HU-ed a man tai (5tai) zi-mo.

F.Y.I. that was close to the max amount one can win in a single game. So 9.60 entered my drawer. Ka Ching!

I was’nt happy at all, not that i’m not satisfied but the ‘feeling’ did not subside at all. While, the rest grumbled that ” WOAH! bad feeling still can win so much, you BIG winner!”. We continued and i won 4 bucks for that rounds. Not really happy actually cos the feeling was still there.

The ‘feeling’ is just like as if something really bad is going to happen to one of my closed ones. So, i felt very bad. Bad incidences always strikes when one least expects it. Does’nt it? I was so scared when my phone rang, thinking that it might be the call for that ‘bad news’

But luckily, the day ended with no ‘bad news’ at all. But, i lost 22 bucks.

NOW, i really got the meaning of a Chinese saying “Losing fortune to avert disaster”

=]happiness