`bingie’s

insensitivity kills.

stupidity kills.

selfish-ness kills.

being responsible kills.

responsibility kills.

your attitude kills.

I’m only human.

We are only human,

Just like you.

Remember?

So, cut us some slack…

it’s me again with my cadbury story.

ok. yesterday i was on duty, yet again. how sad?

so, duty calls for the need to stock up.

but after last week’s incident, i’ve lost confidence not only in the my favorite cadbury chocolate but also that particular 7eleven.

so i decided to visit the provision shop beside that 7eleven for some stocks.

i saw my cadbury on the shelves, i mustered a lot of courage and decided to give it a second chance.

afterall, everyone deserves a second change. don’t they? based on past good performances?

upon opening it, i was delighted. cos it has not expired and it not moudly. futhermore, it’s delicious!

but, i must admit that i was quite skeptical of every subsequent piece of chocolate i took out. fearing that it might actually be moudly.

SO! the point that i want to reiterate is that.

once faith/confidence/ truth is lost, it’s really difficult to instill it again; even when re-instilled, it won’t be the same.

So, don’t let your friends lose that certain faith/confidence/ truth they have in you! =]

one faithful day, i was jsut cravings for sweet stuffs after lunch at camp. thought that i would buy chocolates aka M&Ms from the canteen back to the office to munch on.

i went to the stall, looked around and spotted THE M&Ms. ( i usually have the habit of looking at food product’s expiry date) AND guess what it’s expired -_-”’ DISAPPOINTED!!!

I found another packet which has not expired but lost the faith and confidence to buy it.

somehow, this reflects something. Once faith or confidence is lost, it’s difficult to instill it again.

THEN! just yesterday. before reporting for duty, i pop by 7eleven to stock up.

then again, i wanted to buy my favorite chocolates – the cabruary one in a tube like mentos.

as usual, i checked the expiry date, happily took a pretty one and paid at the cashier.

back at office, i eagerly opened it, wanted to share it with my friends AND to my surprize, it’s actually moudly! WTF!

so f-ing disappointed la! thought it could accompany me through the duty but it actually disappoint me again. -_-”"

This is even more disappointing then the M&Ms lah. It put on a forced front, cheating my feelings.

I don’t like.

I like it to be straight forward,  if you’re expired then ok la! Don’t act not- expired then be mouldy~ LOL!

WHATEVER! random.

disappointed. but never mind. i had my goody o’ frolicks @ gardens =]

and i just brought 1litre of magnolia ripple ice cream from some bengs @ 14bucks. convinced by their fluency in speech and some truth in it. benefit of doubt. =]

conclusion: i’m nice!~ nice than you =]

many time in life, we often try to get rid of irritants.

for eg, when some irritants gets into your eye, we would try our very best to get rid of it, to make us feel more comfortable.

for eg, when a fly keep buzzing around you, we would try very hard to kill it.

many instances in life shows us that irritants should be removed.

so what about irritating people?

i strongly think that they should be removed too! just like irritants.

irritating people ought to be killed! OUGHT TO BE KILLED! =]

suddenly i have so many thoughts going through my big head.

lots of thinkings. so many that i don’t know what’s in my head actually =X

act 熟?  熟?

unpredictability? changes?

worthiness?

you left me speechless.

are you even worth?

seriously.

i need some me-time to sort all these out.

了解?  maybe not?