`bingie’s

i will be gone for 1weekend, not coming back to Singapore, due to field camp!

AHHHH! i felt so breatheless throughout the day, i think i mus be thinking too much about field camp, getting my all nervous and hyped up… HAHAH! breathe!~breathe!~
Field camp would be tough i guess, but i will learn many many things and learn to appreciate things like toilet, basin , water from the tap more n more n more!

Rather scary i would say, but so many people have done it! The great-o-bingie would be able to do it too! =]

i will do it. i will succeed. i will emerge victorious! yeah! RAH!

The week has been a good one i guess…

This week in Tekong, the highlight was the Live Range! I’m glad to say that i’ve passed it! =] Happiness!

HAHAHA! Now i’m only left with Field Camp and Grenade and some miscellaneous stuffs like route march etc and that’s the end of my BMT! WooHOOS! HAHA!

Field Camp week is the 31st of march week, which is like 2 more weeks… Like so exciting! Quite looking forward to it, like get it over and done with, so that we are left we no worries. But also worried, hoping that everything will go smoothly! I believe that everything will be smooth! Have faith! Jiayou! =]

This weekend is like fantabulous! HAHA! Booked out on Thursday then i only need to book in on Monday 1215 due to my good attendance! Yeah man! My perseverance has finally been acknowledged and rewarded! Woosh! See! My theory of ” The good will eventually be recognised” is true. =] Just hang it there, and everything will fall in place and be alright.

This weekend was great! Meet many councillors, meet Sihao, Yingwen, Kling for Pitstop then applied for Uni then had nice, warm steamboat for dinner and some childish fun games. Then dim sum then pitstop again then nice jap dinner then movie! Woohoos! So super satisfied! I feel so super charged! I’m charged up even for the field camp week! HAHAHA!

Take care! lovelove

Well, once again i’m all emo about army…

I think the reason is because many are going to POP and leave the Island of Tekong while poor Bingliang is going to be stuck in the Tekong island for another 3months, going through stuffs tougher than stuffs went through in the past 3months. And the feeling just suck big time. Knowing that people will be leaving while i’m stucked in a shithole!

Somehow, sometimes i wished that i was a girl, so i dont need to serve army and be free, to carry with Uni life and stuffs.

I keep telling myself that Army is just a stepping stone in life that will be over soon, just endure and it would be gone soon. But this stepping stone seems so huge, i can never finish stepping it.

Tekong is actually quite pretty. With all the beautiful sunset, sunrise, high tides, low tides. Tekong is really a beautiful. When it rains, it gets all nice and feeling. When it’s cloudy, the clouds form really nice patterns on the sky. Sometime, it’s really fluffy, sometimes, it’s really blue. In such a beautiful place, i’m actually doing stuffs i dont really like. Somehow the only thing i can do is to embrace, concentrate on the pretty stuffs instead of dwelling on ugly stuffs.

In life, there are many things that aint within our control, serving army is one! We just have to EMBRACE IT!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Dun worry about me, i just need a aveneue to vent out my feelings. I will be fine! The optimistic Bingie is still around, it’s just that the emo-wave has hit him again. The thought about having to book in for another 4-5days just brings in the emo-ness and the book out for like 1-2 days isnt enough for the freedom-lover Bingie. How can a Freedom-loving Sagittarius Bingie be trapped without any freedom?

Tough times dont last, but tough man do.

But what if the going-to-be-tough man surrenders before the tough times ends?

i promise i will give my best and embrace! Breathe! Smile!

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