tired of being tired

been blogging so little that so my blog stats is dropping.

been so busy with army work nowadays, receiving arrows and not being able to bounce them off. arghhhh.

just when i thought that May would be the bad month, June was actually worse and July aint going to get any better, with August being lagi worst.

haven been get enough sleep/ rest recently, busy with this and that.

really tired of being tired. i wanna start one day not feeling tired.

but whatever it is, today is pay day, tomorrow is 11th. it’s duty day and it also marks exactly 6 more months to the end of this tunnel =] the end is near.

being busy make it seems like as if time is never enough, you kinda of wished you had more time to settle this in office or wished that you had more time to complete that document. thus, naturally time flies, which is good.

it’s wednesday yet again, in a blink of an eye, it would thursday then friday again! TGIF! =]

HAPPY 6MORE MONTHS LEFT TO ME! =] CHEERS!

TIME TO SLEEP! MORE BATTLE TO FIGHT AHEAD! WHOOOOSHH! JIAYOUS!

 

i’ve got evidence.

SEE! =p

i think i won! One point to red team -bingie.

victory belongs to me! =]

 

why o why?

12:44am

I sounded the Hunter’s Horn, but my marble cheese failed to attract a mouse.

12:28am

I sounded the Hunter’s Horn, but my marble cheese failed to attract a mouse.

12:12am

I sounded the Hunter’s Horn, but my marble cheese failed to attract a mouse.

12:00am

yesterday I returned to check my trap, but it appeared my marble cheese had failed to attract a mouse.

why like that? i want some exotic mouse.

AND Xue Wei(in brown cardigan) is a BIG SLUT by the way.

HAHAHAHA!

 

RAHHH!!

insensitivity kills.

stupidity kills.

selfish-ness kills.

being responsible kills.

responsibility kills.

your attitude kills.

I’m only human.

We are only human,

Just like you.

Remember?

So, cut us some slack…

 

disappointment no more?

it’s me again with my cadbury story.

ok. yesterday i was on duty, yet again. how sad?

so, duty calls for the need to stock up.

but after last week’s incident, i’ve lost confidence not only in the my favorite cadbury chocolate but also that particular 7eleven.

so i decided to visit the provision shop beside that 7eleven for some stocks.

i saw my cadbury on the shelves, i mustered a lot of courage and decided to give it a second chance.

afterall, everyone deserves a second change. don’t they? based on past good performances?

upon opening it, i was delighted. cos it has not expired and it not moudly. futhermore, it’s delicious!

but, i must admit that i was quite skeptical of every subsequent piece of chocolate i took out. fearing that it might actually be moudly.

SO! the point that i want to reiterate is that.

once faith/confidence/ truth is lost, it’s really difficult to instill it again; even when re-instilled, it won’t be the same.

So, don’t let your friends lose that certain faith/confidence/ truth they have in you! =]

 

disappointed.

one faithful day, i was jsut cravings for sweet stuffs after lunch at camp. thought that i would buy chocolates aka M&Ms from the canteen back to the office to munch on.

i went to the stall, looked around and spotted THE M&Ms. ( i usually have the habit of looking at food product’s expiry date) AND guess what it’s expired -_-”’ DISAPPOINTED!!!

I found another packet which has not expired but lost the faith and confidence to buy it.

somehow, this reflects something. Once faith or confidence is lost, it’s difficult to instill it again.

THEN! just yesterday. before reporting for duty, i pop by 7eleven to stock up.

then again, i wanted to buy my favorite chocolates – the cabruary one in a tube like mentos.

as usual, i checked the expiry date, happily took a pretty one and paid at the cashier.

back at office, i eagerly opened it, wanted to share it with my friends AND to my surprize, it’s actually moudly! WTF!

so f-ing disappointed la! thought it could accompany me through the duty but it actually disappoint me again. -_-”"

This is even more disappointing then the M&Ms lah. It put on a forced front, cheating my feelings.

I don’t like.

I like it to be straight forward,  if you’re expired then ok la! Don’t act not- expired then be mouldy~ LOL!

WHATEVER! random.

disappointed. but never mind. i had my goody o’ frolicks @ gardens =]

and i just brought 1litre of magnolia ripple ice cream from some bengs @ 14bucks. convinced by their fluency in speech and some truth in it. benefit of doubt. =]

conclusion: i’m nice!~ nice than you =]

 

irritants.

many time in life, we often try to get rid of irritants.

for eg, when some irritants gets into your eye, we would try our very best to get rid of it, to make us feel more comfortable.

for eg, when a fly keep buzzing around you, we would try very hard to kill it.

many instances in life shows us that irritants should be removed.

so what about irritating people?

i strongly think that they should be removed too! just like irritants.

irritating people ought to be killed! OUGHT TO BE KILLED! =]

 

think. thinking. thought. through?

suddenly i have so many thoughts going through my big head.

lots of thinkings. so many that i don’t know what’s in my head actually =X

act 熟?  熟?

unpredictability? changes?

worthiness?

you left me speechless.

are you even worth?

seriously.

i need some me-time to sort all these out.

了解?  maybe not?

 

goody goody

this week has been quite good i would say?

BUT today is definitely good.

cos i’m on leave! met my cousins, many friends and got to chillax. LOL!

Tomorrow would be even better, even though there’s work and would be busy. cos it’s TGIF! =]

YEAH!YEAH!

BUT, duty again on Sunday. How sad?

lalala. CHEERS!

 

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yesternight was a night of failed plans indeed. lol.

plan A -  prawning at bishan, failed due to rain.

plan B – Chillax @ Wala Wala, failed due to age limit. WTF?!?!?!?!

Plan C – Singing @ gardens, failed due to longgg waiting time.

But i guess i had me fair share of fun. eating and laughing. taking jumpshots, doing senseless stuffs.

HAHAH!

CHEERS! =]